Have you ever been so passionate about something and just wanted to share it with everyone you possibly can? Or have you ever had knowledge or experience of something that you know could change someone's life if they would just give it a chance? I used to be so cynical and negative (even though I called my negativity being a realist, Lol). I lived in a really dark and dirty space. I have lived through hell, and that is really no exaggeration. In the past, I never thought I could get past the dark dirty space as I thought I wasn't being true to my feelings and how those dark and dirty things affected my life. The secret though is, that by remaining in that dark and dirty place I was continuing to let it affect my life. I was giving so much power to all of that. I want to share so much with people because I have been through so much. I do not have all of the answers and I cannot fix everyone, but what I can do is share my experiences and bring sunshine into the lives of others. I want to be passionate about life and I am. I have always been a helper. I have always been good at that, it's my niche. But I had convinced myself that what had happened in the past was going to keep me from being a good helper because I believed I could not do it and deal with the affects of my past. Btut those were excuses I told myself to keep myself in fear. What I thought I was doing was protecting myself, but really, I was just keeping myself a victim and not fighting for myself. We all have choices in life. We can choose to live in the icky, but if we do that, we really cannot expect anything but icky. But if we choose to use the icky to make us stronger and choose to turn those negative thoughts and feelings into positive actions and thoughts, we can make a HUGE impact in this world. Sure, people may avoid me because of their own fears and issues, but I will continue to seek relationships with people and leave a spot of sunshine in that life. I always thought when I was in the deepest depths of my depression that nothing could fix me, but I didn't need fixed, I just needed to gain strength, push though the fear and choose life...not just existence. Bad things happen and they hurt, but we can deal with those feelings in two ways, negative and let that rule us...or positive and let that rule us. I prefer to live a passionate life of purpose spreading positive light to people. So, my wish for you today is an extra spot of sunshine ..... you just smiled didn't you? : ) <3 <3 <3 Love you all and thanks for reading!