So, I have the urge to blog but not really sure what to blog about. I have so many things that I want to talk about but not sure that it will fit into a concise blog. First, I love how strong I feel. I feel really really song. Not only do I feel physically strong but I feel emotionally and mentally strong. I haven't felt that way in so long and that feeling is so intoxicating. For the longest time, my attitude was on the frequency of, "I can't handle this," or, "this is too much for me." I sabatoged myself over and over and over. You always, and I try to use definitive words like that sparingly, but you ALWAYS get what you continuously put out there. So, if you continuously say, "my life sucks," "I'll never do this right," "I'll never get to where I want to be," this is what will happen for you. These are called, self fulfilling prophecies. Why in the world is that what I would choose to bring into my life? So, there's that. Now, what else? Oh, I know. Today, I think I received one of the best compliments. Someone said to me, "when you came in the room, you brought all of this positive energy with you, you just filled the room. Can you just stay in the room?" That was the best. I would say that in the past, when I entered a room, I brought black and cloudy skies with me. It is awesome that someone felt positive energy from me. I just love that. I am grateful for that. I am grateful for a lot things these days. I love living in this space. Life and the frequency you live on is up to us. Things are going to happen in life, but how we choose to approach these events is what will make our lives either a positive and happy experience or one to write a depressing song about. I got another compliment today and I thought, really? Someone told me that I inspired them. Now, being inspiring just doesn't seem to fit me and is actually embarrassing for me to think about. But, that is some "stinkin thinkin" right there. I work hard every single day and I have done some serious emotional and physical work on myself in the past year. So, I will accept that compliment and be grateful that my work can be appreciated by someone else. So, I guess that is all for now. I hope you enjoyed and will share or subscribe and comment!! <3 <3 <3
Melissa - I remember you as being fun loving, high energy, brings a smile to people, lights up a room person! I'm glad to see you found your way back to that. Very nice post! Here's to positive thinking and positive living!
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Mom
8/11/2011 01:46:37 am
Melissa,
I am so proud to see the changes in you. You did walk a long, dark path. I am so glad to see you coming out on the other side of that. God made you a strong person! You can do anything! Love you always, Mom
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My name is Melissa. I live in small town middle America with my awesome and loving partner and our beautiful daughter.