So, it has come to my attention that I may need to clarify something about my last post. K and A in my post were both very significant parts of my life and we connected in our souls that is rare to get once, much less twice. However, we connected in a way that some sisters are connected. Sarah and I are connected on a deeper level and my heart bubbles over when trying to explain my relationship with her to others. We met at work. It was a difficult job where our relationship really had to be kept quiet and eventually caused me to lose my job. I was not healthy at the time we met but when our eyes met for the first time, my heart fell into my stomach. I had been at my job for a few weeks and I was sitting in my office when I saw this girl, bouncing down the hallway with a huge grin on her face. She poked her head in my office looking for the other case manager. She said in a sassy voice, "Who are you?" And I looked at her with insulted eyes and said, "I'm Melissa, who are you?" Inside though, my heart skipped. I knew she and I would be spending a lot of time together from that point on. We connected immediately. I never had to grow to love Sarah. I did have to get past my own fears and my own insecurities to accept her love and give her the love that she deserves. I caused pain for her but I love that I get to spend the rest of my life making up for it and loving her just as much as she loves me. I adore Sarah. Our lives were meant to intertwine. The connection and the understanding we have with each other runs deeper than the greatest depths of the ocean. She has held me up when I thought no one even cared to, she has been angry for me and sad for me when I didn't have one more tear to cry....she showers me with love and adoration in ways I never comprehended I deserved. She believed in me when I could not muster the strength. I cannot understand this love she gives me, but I gratefully accept it and hope she feels me giving it back to her. I know people have religious reasons for believing our love is wrong or "an abomination," but I honestly do not see how this can be an abomination. I could get into translations and greek meanings to defend our love, but the only thing that I want people to understand is that we are two people who have fallen in love and love each other with our complete lives. This world is full of enough hatered and disregard for others, I only want to advocate love. I Love Her and She is Definitely IT!! Tell the ones you love that you love them and never let a day go by where they feel insignificant or worthless.